"EH awak berisi la sekarang ni.."

"EH awak berisi la sekarang ni.." - X

Oh I wish I can reduce these fats by just pressing CTRL + ALT + DEL or Eraser tool in Photoshop. I can be multibillionaire if manage to do and sell a tool macam tu.

Well.. everyone wants a perfect body. So do I. I want my weight to be as the same as during my report duty last year. Very slim and nice body shape.

Yes I admit my weight is much more increased compared to last year.. after convo to be specific.

During 2011-2012 (when dealing with masters and being a mommy-daddy's PA), i didnt exercise at all. But i managed to reduce my weight. Tak ada benda lain nak fikir, body pun senang hati and bahagia dapat perhatian. I was healthy! very healthy! I have very less toxic inside my body. (I know from detox patch)


Now, my with a lot of workloads (not complaining because i love my job), this body seems rebel. It wants more attention. And it keeps on growing and expanding. Owh my dear. Susah hati lah. Sapa kata tak susah hati. Tapi bila sibuk kurang la susah hati tu. And i think my body is developing the fats to protect me from kesejukan kutub utara 8 jam sehari tu. HA macam polar bear.


But when I am thinking back... what ever it is... Alhamdulillah now I have rezeki. I managed to get my meals everyday. Pernah, i was bising about fats here and there, and one day when i get too busy, i dont have time to eat, i feel really bad. not rasa bad because of tak makan. but it seems like Allah is 'punishing' me for whining about this fat and rezeki that he gave to me every single day. During that day, I came to the office early in the morning, attending the meetings, classes until 6pm. i eat nothing except consuming some cups of green tea. that's it!

But of coz it does not mean I can take this problem easily. For those yang sangat concern about my weight, THANK YOU for your concern. That means I am visible to you and you have time to think about me! That is so sweet! FYI, I am also realised about this matter. I am working to reduce it. InshaAllah, kalau diizinkan Allah, mudah la urusan nak kuruskan badan ni dan kekal sihat. Doakan. Kita mampu merancang n buat, yang izinkan tu Allah. Buatlah macam mana pun kalau Allah tak izin, tak makan 100 hari pun tak kurus jugak. Doakan.

p.s: I dont need any advertisement or approach especially pasal Herbalife or Alphalipid or Shaklee. Thank you.

"i did one good thing pagi ni... rasa happy"

Ini la rasa beza bila selalu tak buat, kadang-kadang buat. Bila selalu buat, dah jadi macam rutin or dianggap sebagai tanggung jawab. tapi bila jarang-jarang buat, dapatla rasa kelainan kemanisan dalam hidup.

Macam tu la jugak bila kerja dalam bidang yang memberi servis.

Bila selalu senyum dengan pelanggan, they will feel okay biasa la orang senyum. Tapi once kita macam, people will talk about it.

Bila selalu muka kelat, sesekali senyum, then orang akan cakap jugak... Puji Puji Puji... sebab benda lain daripada selalu.

Padahal hakikatnya always kena senyum.

Same goes antara kita dengan family. Kadang-kadang hati ni jahat jugak kena bisikan syaitan. Family la orang yang kita spend more time dalam hidup. And bila kita spend more time, kita nampak la flaw here and there. We see our neighbour... terdetik dalam hati,

"bahagianya mereka" 

"ada kereta besar" 

"ada rumah besar" 

and etc... 

We want a parents macam tu jugak. But we didnt live in that family. We cannot see the flaw yang dilindungi oleh tembok batu yang tak ada orang lain pun tahu kecuali family jiran tersebut.

Lumrah hidup sebagai manusia. Bila sentiasa ada, take for granted. Nampak yang salah saja. Bila dah ditarik nikmat tu, baru nak hargai.

Lihat sekeliling...

Lihat keluarga...

Lihat kejiranan...

Lihat daerah...

Lihat negeri...

Lihat negara...

Muhasabah diri.